"Flags"

Come, tell me your trouble
I'm not your answer
But I'm a listening ear

Reality has left you reeling
All facts and no feeling
No faith and all fear

I don't know why a good man will fall
While a wicked one stands
And our lives blow about
Like flags on the land

Who's at fault is not important
Good intentions lie dormant
And we're all to blame

While apathy acts like an ally
My enemy and I are one and the same

I don't know why the innocents fall
While the monsters still stand
And our lives blow about
Like flags on the land

I don't know why our words are so proud
Yet their promise soothing
And our lives blow about
Like flags in the wind

Oh oh oh oh

You who mourn will be comforted
You who hunger will hunger no more
All the last shall be first
Of this I am sure

You who weep now will laugh again
All you lonely be lonely no more
Yes, the last will be first
Of this I'm sure

I don't know why the innocents fall
While the monsters stand
I don't know why the little ones thirst
But I know the last shall be first
I know the last shall be first
I know the last shall be first

X FACTOR !!!

Haven't updated you in a while but I did audition for X Factor:) Completly fell apart when audition time came around, BUT it was a great expirience and I'd do it again. The thing is this is my first year where I thought hey I can really do this. I can pursue my love for music even with my massive nerves to work with even if people tell you no. I've never had to perform before but I'm doing so much I never thought I could because of fear. So here's to taking chances and chasing after your hearts desires no matter what even if they aren't the same tomorrow.

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School Work

School, School and more school this is what I stayed up till 4 plus in the morning working on yesterday :)

Why I Love: P!nk!

Dysfunctional much? Maybe.... But P!nk kicks some serious ass when it comes to not caring what people think about her... Her music is real and raw to the bone especially in her album Fun House you can feel the emotion wrapped around every lyric sung all coming from her life's experience.
I've been a fan of hers since jr high her music gave me a sense of strength it's ok to be kind of crazy as long as your ok with it, lol.

Not only is her music great but her attitude is. She's a total bad ass and doesnt have to be like every barbie doll "pretty" in Hollywood she rocks short hair and edgy style and an attitude that I admire. 
Who gives a crap about what everyone else has to say. Her Fun House albums has cradled me through a tough breakup or two and  the song "So What"  has taught me to take the situation with stride lol Funny right?  It's sarcasm but it works. Make fun of it until you really just don't care about the situation anymore. Maybe that's a little sad but she's a bit of an antidote for me to get over and just not care this life's the only life you're given so live it to the fullest .

P!nk Qoutes

"It's about being alive and feisty and not sitting down and shutting up even though people would like you to." - Pink

" People are always so surprised when they meet me. Firstly, that I'm 'so tiny', and secondly that I'm 'so sweet'. They seem surprised that they're not scared of me. The aggressive side of me comes across in my music, but I'm just a sweet girl."

"Have you ever looked fear in the face and said I just don't care"

...

wash my eyes and you might see
into the deepest depths of me
I've tried but failed to make you see
that you became a part of me
and every day that your away
my heart burrows deep inside of me
I've prayed and prayed that you would see
what you're missing without me
The selfish prayer I once held tight 
I've since let go and changed my heart
but still I pray for you to see
I pray my heart would set you free

Story of my life

Angel Taylor: Not Even Human


There are few songs that are spot with my situations life story and all of that this is one of them

Being Original

Im pretty sure if everyone stopped "trying" to be original, we'd actually have some individuality in this world
Of course there's only one us and we draw influences from our surroundings and media... But it still doesn't mean you should become a clone of something or someone else.