School Work

School, School and more school this is what I stayed up till 4 plus in the morning working on yesterday :)

Why I Love: P!nk!

Dysfunctional much? Maybe.... But P!nk kicks some serious ass when it comes to not caring what people think about her... Her music is real and raw to the bone especially in her album Fun House you can feel the emotion wrapped around every lyric sung all coming from her life's experience.
I've been a fan of hers since jr high her music gave me a sense of strength it's ok to be kind of crazy as long as your ok with it, lol.

Not only is her music great but her attitude is. She's a total bad ass and doesnt have to be like every barbie doll "pretty" in Hollywood she rocks short hair and edgy style and an attitude that I admire. 
Who gives a crap about what everyone else has to say. Her Fun House albums has cradled me through a tough breakup or two and  the song "So What"  has taught me to take the situation with stride lol Funny right?  It's sarcasm but it works. Make fun of it until you really just don't care about the situation anymore. Maybe that's a little sad but she's a bit of an antidote for me to get over and just not care this life's the only life you're given so live it to the fullest .

P!nk Qoutes

"It's about being alive and feisty and not sitting down and shutting up even though people would like you to." - Pink

" People are always so surprised when they meet me. Firstly, that I'm 'so tiny', and secondly that I'm 'so sweet'. They seem surprised that they're not scared of me. The aggressive side of me comes across in my music, but I'm just a sweet girl."

"Have you ever looked fear in the face and said I just don't care"

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wash my eyes and you might see
into the deepest depths of me
I've tried but failed to make you see
that you became a part of me
and every day that your away
my heart burrows deep inside of me
I've prayed and prayed that you would see
what you're missing without me
The selfish prayer I once held tight 
I've since let go and changed my heart
but still I pray for you to see
I pray my heart would set you free

Story of my life

Angel Taylor: Not Even Human


There are few songs that are spot with my situations life story and all of that this is one of them

Being Original

Im pretty sure if everyone stopped "trying" to be original, we'd actually have some individuality in this world
Of course there's only one us and we draw influences from our surroundings and media... But it still doesn't mean you should become a clone of something or someone else.

Controling our situations

To often people believe that they can control their own situations... They say "Lord here take this situation for me and do your will with it," but without realizing we still cling onto that thing we told God to take care of. What is it with us that we feel we need to control everything? That maybe if we did this or said that, that it would change our circumstance. It's not like we know the outcome either way until we actually reach that point. So analyzing everything in our heads and making up ''maybe" situations doesn't help, in the end it just drives us crazy. If we truly had faith in God if we truly believed Him we'd leave every situation up to Him with confidence right?

1John5:14-15
This is the confidence we have in approaching God: that if we ask anything according to his will, he hears us. And if we know that he hears us—whatever we ask—we know that we have what we asked of him.

If we claim to truly have faith in God we'd let go of trying to control our own lives. They turn out so much better, than when we hold on. No matter what the outcome...It's God's will not ours. That doesn't mean we wont get anything we ask.... If God agrees and says ok this is my will, than believe that you already have what you asked of God or better. He knows the desires of our hearts and the better path for us. So we should have no problem in approaching God and LEAVING our situations up to God and really having confidence in Him <3

It's been a while

Wow it's been a while so I need to update Wednesday January 21 I was baptised. A dream of mine for a while. I never felt I was ready... It's funny that I felt that way but something pastor Durso said that day was the day you accept Christ is the day you are ready to get baptised. I accepted him why did I feel so unworthy? I make a lot of mistakes, A Lot but God wants you the way you are the only one who can truly change you is God...And it becomes truer and truer as each day passes by.... The peace that came over me the Happiness I was Over joyed. One of my happiest memories I will never forget it.

Thursday January 22 My cousins son Angel was born. He is so beautiful :) Thats all I have to say about that


-God Bless